Thursday, November 29, 2007

Choices and Decision

Had more time to spend with Bernice these few days, witness lots of things. She throwing her tantrums, shouting on board the lrt where all eyes were on her, she playing and laughing, she slowly growing up and learning more things, she being super hyper active. And for the first time, i was thinking, should i just give up everything and stay home to give all my attention to her, develop a stronger bond with her.
What prompts me to think this way? All along, i have been mentioning about her screaming and shouting, and it was this recent one, she wanted to hold the handrail on the lrt, and when i refuse to let her move forward to hold, she started to scream at the top of her voice, for a very long 10 sec, and all eyes were on her. And at that moment, my thought was, will she be the kid who will roll on the floor and scream and cry when we refuse to let her buy her toy or refuse to follow what she wants?
We shall see how she goes.

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